Jen Hodges

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Amateur etymologist; staunch existentialist; mediocre poet; unabashed bibliophile; Salieri of torch singers; human anachronism.


The writings of Jen Hodges

Jazz, sweet

January 5, 2010 - 3:50 pm

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Baby
if you were music
you’d be jazz,
sweet jazz.
Piano janglin’
like your fingers tanglin’ in my hair.
Trumpet blowin’
like your arms goin’ ‘round my waist.
Bass thumpin’ riffs
the way you kiss my lips.
Snare hissin’ a beat
the way you make my life complete.
Dig it, baby
if you were music
you’d be jazz, sweet
jazz.

Empath

June 10, 2009 - 11:43 am

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I have run the gamut of feeling
I have nothing left
I am emotionally void
bereft
I play my part
the world a stage
concealing my despair
my rage
I long for life’s sweet end
my one consolation
I revel in rejection
isolation
I purge the very things
that I consume
my destiny
will be my doom

Miss Anthropy

February 17, 2009 - 10:33 am

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I live for myself only.
I stare into space.
I think.  I dream.
Alone does not necessarily
mean lonely.
I have no obligations.
I stare at the clock.
The seconds tick by marking time
but it means nothing to me.
I have nowhere to go.  I am free.
I do as I please.
No one requires of me, no one demands.
I shrug off their kisses, their [...]

Unrequited

April 26, 2007 - 12:40 pm

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You are Maud Gonne
to my William Butler Yeats
a cold, impassive Jekyll
to my frantic, desperate Hyde
the proverbial thorn
embedded in my side
an avalanche that sits
and waits.
You are the hung jury
to my repeat offender
you are my iron lung
a phrase on the tip of my tongue
a song the words to which
I can’t remember.
My Scylla and Charibdis
a name to which [...]

Breakfast in the Madhouse

March 31, 2007 - 5:22 pm

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Breakfast in the madhouse
is no different than a diner.
There are bacon, eggs, toast.
Crowded tables,
the cacophonous hum
of constant conversation.
But if truth be told,
most of us are only talking
to ourselves.
And the silverware is not silver -
it’s plastic.
There are no knives to speak of.
Sui – Homo – Geno – cidal -
from sharp objects we abstain
like priests
and at bedtime [...]

Here There Be Dragons

March 23, 2007 - 8:17 pm

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Sailor beware.
You know not where you sail.
You sit sightless
and stare at my face.
You read my body like Braille.
Deal the cards.
My life is an open book
in which I write
and just as easily erase.
Come close.
I don’t bite
that hard.

Metamorphosis

March 8, 2007 - 7:28 pm

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by Jen Hodges
This body is not my home.
This shriveled shroud of skin
houses only bone.
I have the power to transcend
the sensual things.
I’ll be emerging soon.
I am a fantast
a phantom
asleep in my cocoon.
While my soul develops wings.

graffiti love

February 23, 2007 - 9:19 pm

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mister
don’t steal into my heart
like a vandal
and spray paint
your graffiti love
on the walls
don’t saunter down the steets of my brain
flashing that million dollar smile
don’t lean against my eardrum
and whistle for a taxi
don’t carelessly splash through my blood
as if it were a dirty gutter puddle
in city mid-summer
mister
don’t scribble your
graffiti love
on me
and call it art